Black and white

I thought i'm happy but i'm not.


Its feel like drowning but you're not in the water. 
There's so many people, its feel suffocated. 
You close your eyes thinking you can rest 
but these destructive thoughts make you exhausted.

What wrong with you?

You try to ignore all the feelings
Pretend that you're okay but you're not
You cry for no reasons
Mad for all reasons
Everything is not okay around you

People try to talk to you
but no, you don't like people
They want to help you
but why it feels so wrong?